Ashley is Losing it.

This is a convo I just had with Ash. I'm losing her. I know it'd long but please read it all. I'm sorry for the length. :(


Ashley Nichole says
Hello
Alexa Mosley says
Hi
Ashley Nichole says
You know what I have been thinking.
Alexa Mosley says
?
Ashley Nichole says
It might not be a bad thing to be with the Master
Alexa Mosley says
...
Don't even joke about that
Ashley Nichole says
I'm not.
Alexa Mosley says
They brainwashed you
Ashley Nichole says
MIchiru has changed my mind about everything.
I'm not scared anymore.
Alexa Mosley says
Don't listen to her.
I haven't seen her but I know she's no good
Ashley Nichole says
Everyone says hes good
Alexa Mosley says
No
Ashley Nichole says
Its just the minions that have the attitude.
Alexa Mosley says
What does Hichiru look like?
Ashley Nichole says
The elderly couple said he would help them
With things, and maybe its a sign.
Alexa Mosley says
Then why does he stalk good people and make them sick?
And what does Michiru look like?
Ashley Nichole says
I don't know what she looks like.
And what do you mean by sick.
The doctor said he didn't think I was old enough to be in this
Alexa Mosley says
What he does to Noah
And the guys at EMH
He hurt them
Ashley Nichole says
It's the minions.
Alexa Mosley says
No it's not.
It's the demon
Ashley Nichole says
It's the minions Master assigned them
Alexa Mosley says
Stop calling him Master!
Ashley Nichole says
It's because their running.
Master dosn't like it when they run.
Alexa Mosley says
Stop it!
Are you crazy?
You don't give in to this shit!
Ashley Nichole says
Stop what? I'm not crazy.
I think it mightt be good to not fight it.
Alexa Mosley says
No
Ashley Nichole says
What has he done to you.
He gave you a home, he gave you children to look after.
Alexa Mosley says
He's taken me away from my family, made them forget. Upheaved my live
*life
Ashley Nichole says
He wants you to use it as a responsibility.
Alexa Mosley says
Why me?
I had a future.
Ashley Nichole says
He pickes people becasue they have a special quality in them
Alexa Mosley says
Did Michiru tell you about Maxx? He was my boyfriend. I never said anyhng about him before because it hurt too much, but after highschool we were going to get married.
Ashley Nichole says
You, it is your responsibility, to your parents, to yourself, to the children.
Alexa Mosley says
Did She tell you about our pact to have at least 3 kids?
Did she tell you about our plan to have as many grand kids as possible?
No
She didn't.
Ashley Nichole says
Master might of wanted you with him. Maybe you wern't going to be fertle to have children. Hence him bringing you those children.
Alexa Mosley says
Bull.
I know I'm fertle.
Ashley Nichole says
You don't know that. Master knows the teacher.
Alexa Mosley says
...What?
Ashley Nichole says
Sorry I mean future.
Alexa Mosley says
I know I'm fertle and don't you question me.
I'd know better than anyne else
I found out the fucking hard way
Ashley Nichole says
My dear, I know it is painful to have your past taken away, but thats the past.
Master gave you shelter and food.
Alexa Mosley says
He took away a bright future
Ashley Nichole says
It willing to be, dont fight it.
Alexa Mosley says
No.
Ashley Nichole says
Maybe the future that was thought to be bright wasn't going to be as bright as you wanted it to be.
Alexa Mosley says
SHUT UP.
Don't you see what he's doing?
Ashley Nichole says
Exuse me?
Alexa Mosley says
He's got you brainwashed
Ashley Nichole says
He has given me happiess.
Alexa Mosley says
Ashley, wake up.
This isn't you
Ashley Nichole says
He brought me peace with myself.
Alexa Mosley says
You know better
Hold on. Someone's here.
ashely.
Ashley Nichole says
Yes?
Alexa Mosley says
remember what i told you?
be stong
and don't give in
Ashley Nichole says
hI havee turnled a newp leaf.
Alexa Mosley says
no you haven't.
he's controlling you
Ashley Nichole says
Hi Ehave Lturned Pa Mnew Eleaf.
Alexa Mosley says
ok
i'm going to put alexa back on
Ashley Nichole says
I'm sorry?
Alexa Mosley says
Ash
Ashley Nichole says
Who was on?
Alexa Mosley says
That was the doc
Ashley Nichole says
DOCTOR!
Alexa Mosley says
Yes
Ashley Nichole says
Put him back on.
Alexa Mosley says
He's gone
Ashley Nichole says
Okay.
Alexa Mosley says
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Ashley Nichole says
I'm sorry?
Alexa Mosley says
look at the keyboard
Ashley Nichole says
I don't get it.
Alexa Mosley says
it's a cioedle
Ashley Nichole says
?
Help me with this 'cioedle
'
Alexa Mosley says
look at your keyboard.
Ashley Nichole says
I'm looking.
Alexa Mosley says
look at the letters/marks in the cioedle
Ashley Nichole says
Doctor?
Alexa Mosley says
look to the left of each letter
and No
It's Alexa
Ashley Nichole says
Oh.
Alexa Mosley says
Sorry, lack of capital letter. XD
Ashley Nichole says
I am alone.
I'm in my home.
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
But someone might be watching
We'll use that code
Ashley Nichole says
No, when I close my eyes I see a differt house, not mind.
Alexa Mosley says
I'm not in a hous
*house
Ashley Nichole says
Michiru says I have the mind of his, a conected sould as such.
But you said hes watching me, he isn't or you.
Alexa Mosley says
Your words seem scrambled.
Are you ok?
Ashley Nichole says
Yes, I'm fine.
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
When you're watched, use the code
Ashley Nichole says
But their my family, I'm not scared.
Alexa Mosley says
?
Oh
Right
So Michiru is a guy?
Ashley Nichole says
A girl.
Alexa Mosley says
You called her a him
Ashley Nichole says
No I didn't
Alexa Mosley says
Whats her story. Do you know
Ashley Nichole says
If I did I meant her.
Yes I do.
Alexa Mosley says
Oh
Ok
Do you know anything about her
Ashley Nichole says
Yes, I do she is family.
Alexa Mosley says
What is her background?
Is she human or ghost
where is she from?
Ashley Nichole says
I don't know if I should say.
Alexa Mosley says
Come on
Ashley Nichole says
I shall ask her.
Alexa Mosley says
We're family, right?
Ashley Nichole says
Just go on her Tumblr, it says Ashley Chait1
**chat
Alexa Mosley says
ok
I can't find it
Link?
Ashley Nichole says
http://michiru51.tumblr.com/

Alexa Mosley says
How did you find Michiru?
Ashley Nichole says
I didn't find her my dear, she foud me.
**Found me.
She helped me realize it's better not to run. Not to hide, he will help me.
Alexa Mosley says
ok
I'm going to add her to MSN
I want to have a little chat with her
Ashley Nichole says
A chat like what?
Alexa Mosley says
Well she's not on
I'll know when we chat.
For now I'm going to bug her on Twitter
Ashley Nichole says
I wouldn't bug her.
Alexa Mosley says
I'm not afraid of her
Ashley Nichole says
Shes taking care of her "Brats" as se calls them
Alexa Mosley says
.... She's in charge of the kids?
Ashley Nichole says
No,
Alexa Mosley says
???
Ashley Nichole says
She has "Minions in training" So to speak
Alexa Mosley says
Oh

Michiru has been added to the conversation.

You have just sent a nudge.

Alexa Mosley says
Quit the bullshit, Michiru. You're on and I want to talk
Ashley Nichole says
Hello.
I told you, she is away right now,
Alexa Mosley says
She just logged on
Ashley Nichole says
Yes,
but she is busy.
Alexa Mosley says
Bull.
Ashley Nichole says
Why are you disrespecting her, if you just listen to her.
Alexa Mosley says
Too many Tumblr posts to listen,
:\
Ashley Nichole says
Just listen, maybe she can talk some sence into you, give it a try, you will realize what peace you will have not running and hiding and being scared.
Alexa Mosley says
I just want to talk to her.

You have just sent a nudge.

Ashley Nichole says
What is a nudge.
Alexa Mosley says
Time to talk Michiru!
You're obviously not too busy to be online!

You have just sent a nudge.

Please try sending a nudge later.

Please try sending a nudge later.

Please try sending a nudge later.

Ashley Nichole says
What is a nudge that you keep sending me.
Alexa Mosley says
I'm trying to get Michiru's attention
Ashley Nichole says
Okay.

You have just sent a nudge.

Alexa Mosley says
Fuck this
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As they say, ‘It’s a tough world out there’ Lord. It’s also a tough world ‘in here’, in the realm of my thoughts. Please help me. Amen

Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name.
Thy Kingdom come,
thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom,
the power and the glory,
for ever and ever.
Amen

i'm so tired.
Ashley Nichole says
Why.
Alexa Mosley says
Long day
Ashley Nichole says
About the thing.
Alexa Mosley says
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Ashley Nichole says
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wait.
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Alexa Mosley says
XD
I just had a long day
Ashley Nichole says
You should go back to the master, he gave you all of the good things.
Alexa Mosley says
No. Not now
Ashley Nichole says
shelter, food, a computer so we can keep in contact.
Why not now.
Alexa Mosley says
I just can't
Ashley Nichole says
Why.
You have nothing else.
You need him.
Alexa Mosley says
No
Ashley Nichole says
You need the children.
Yes.
Alexa Mosley says
I have something.
Ashley Nichole says
What.
Alexa Mosley says
Hope.
Ashley Nichole says
What hope you have nothing to help you. Master helped you in so many ways and you denied it.
Alexa Mosley says
I told you this before....
Never mind\
No use arguing with you
Ashley Nichole says
What did you tell me.
Alexa Mosley says
I had a future
Ashley Nichole says
Yes, with a master
The.
Alexa Mosley says
Listen to this. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEcjtVtEmLA
Ashley Nichole says
okay...
Alexa Mosley says
You'll never understnad
You gave up
You gave up hope
Ashley Nichole says
I didn't have hope until Michiru told me more about the Master, I am not scared.
Alexa Mosley says
Uh huh.
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Ashley Nichole says
No more.
Alexa Mosley says
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Ashley Nichole says
I don't like tat.
**that
Alexa Mosley says
Ash, look at what you're typing.
This isn't you.
Ash?
You know I'm right.
You know better.
Remember what the doc said.
Ash?
You there?
FUCK
Ashley Nichole says
No you're not right.
Alexa Mosley says
Someone's there with you. Who is it?
Ashley Nichole says
Noone.
Alexa Mosley says
Bull
Ashley Nichole says
No.
Why can't you understand that I want to be with Master and the family.
Noone is with me this is my desision
Alexa Mosley says
What about your cousin?
Where does she come into this.
She can see himtoo
Is she going insane lik eyou are?
Ashley Nichole says
HE dosn't agree with me, so I stoped talking to him
Alexa Mosley says
Is that what you're going to do to me? Stop talking?
You need me.
I need you
Ashley Nichole says
YOU NEED MASTER
Alexa Mosley says
JUST STOP IT
You don't need him
I don't need him
You're loosing it
You're being controlled.
Just. Fucking. Stop
Ashley Nichole says
He gives me peace.
Alexa Mosley says
No
It's fake
You think you have peace
Ashley Nichole says
NO it isnt I know this is real.
Alexa Mosley says
No it's not.
He's making you think it's real
Ashley Nichole says
yes it is.
BECAUSE IT IS!
Alexa Mosley says
There's really no hope for you.

I logged out here. I can't talk to her now. She's going insane, if she's not there already.