I've been sick for a couple days with a fever of about 103. The plague doctor keeps checking up on me. He says I'm making myself sick. Don't know how.
I haven't seen the children since the day I broke down. I do love them but I don't want to be near them. I just hope I didn't upset them too much.
Pretend to forget the outside world. Pretend to stop caring about it. Fake enthusiasm for the tasks your asked to do, pretend to get into the swing of things.
ReplyDeleteAll the while, gather information to plan your escape. It might be hard, but leaving the children may be the only option...
By the way, I'm so sorry that it's taken me this long to comment. I've been following this blog since your second or third post, but something stopped me from commenting until today. It was like the comment box dissapeared after a split second so I couldn't type. I've wanted to offer my support, to tell you you're not in this alone. I can't imagine what it's like in there, but as long as you have this access to the outside world, you'll have at least one friend keeping tabs. I wish I could find some tangeble information to help you, contact your parents or something, but from reading your first post, I have a feeling it's a fruitless endeavor. I wish I could help you somehow, Alexa. At the very least, I'll continue reading your posts and researching on your behalf.
ReplyDeleteDon't lose yourself in there, girl, someone out here still thinks you still exist.
I'm bothered by the fact that neither the Plague Doctor nor Slenderman stop you from speaking while the others do.
ReplyDeleteTry asking Slenderman to show you why you are here and why he seems to treat you differently than the rest of the people there. This seems highly relevant.
You have to take into account something when you post all of this. They could be watching you. They could be prying into your mind through the words you write here. It's already apparent that they have the power to implant memories, maybe they'll be able to steal yours, as well.
ReplyDeleteIf they're smart enough to hook up a computer and run an independent connection, it's likely they'll be able to find what you've written, as well.
Tread carefully. If they know what you love, if they know your weaknesses, if they know your secrets, and your plans.. it's easy to control you.
Get well soon.
Do not think about the bad times. They will only hold you down, learn from them.
ReplyDeleteGet well soon.
if you get taken back to the children, try to find out what period they were from, do anything you can to keep your mind off things, i would suggest play some sort of game on your computer if you can, also keep faith in god, do not let up, he may not be there at times, but if you pull through he will be there for you, trust me. if you need to talk to anybody about things you can reach me at my email, supahfredd@yahoo.com, im not sure if i should believe the things you are saying or not, but i have never been one to not believe somebody, i have a feeling that you are telling the truth
ReplyDeleteLMAO! You guys think this is forreal?! XD
ReplyDeleteI just realized. If you can contact people on the outside using messenger programs, couldn't you theoretically download skype or some other kind of messenger service to talk to someone else reading your blog? It would be a good way to keep contact with what's going on in the world outside. If this sounds interesting to you, let me know. I'd be more than willing to help. Stay strong.
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