Michiru

http://michiru51.tumblr.com/post/2195237568/ashley-chat-1-12-12-10
http://michiru51.tumblr.com/post/2307383979/ashley-and-alexa-chat-1-12-13-10

Alexa Mosley says
We need to talk
Michiru says
Yes?
Alexa Mosley says
You need to leave Ash alone. All of you goons need to leave us alone.
Michiru says
You Choose Your Own Level Of Involvement. She'd Contacted Me First. Do Not Pin The Blame On Me.
Alexa Mosley says
Why did she contact you?
What did she say?
Michiru says
I Have The Chat Logs Up On My Tumblr, If You'd Like To See Them. There Is Also Our Back And Forth Chatter On Twitter.
Alexa Mosley says
Just link
I have no time to go through your tumblr
too many possts
Michiru says
Hm, Fine Then, I'll Link The Conversations, Then.
Alexa Mosley says
Thank you
Michiru says
Just Give Me A Second To Dig Them Up.
Alexa Mosley says
ok
Michiru says
There Is Only One Previous To The Chat Today. If You'd Like That Chat, Too, I'll Link It To You. Here Is The First One: http://michiru51.tumblr.com/post/2195237568/ashley-chat-1-12-12-10
Alexa Mosley says
Oh god, she lied
Michiru says
Hm, Pardon?
Alexa Mosley says
She said you came to her...
But she came to you...
Michiru says
Hm, Maybe I Did... My Memory Isn't The Greatest. Give Me A Second And I Can Tell You.
Alexa Mosley says
She said the demon hurt me, but he didn't.
The blood was his own
When I chopped his arm things...
Michiru says
Ah, Because I'd Added Her On MSN, She'd Asked, I Politely Answered Her Back. That Was Our First Conversation On Twitter.
... Hmm, Really?
That's A Very Interesting Twist Of Fate.
Alexa Mosley says
Here. http://hiddeninalockedroom.blogspot.com/
I'm not going to play 20 questions with you
Michiru says
Hm, Thanks, Very Appreciated. Though It's Fine, I'm Used To It.
Alexa Mosley says
Ok,maybe I will a little.
What's your birth name?
Michiru says
Hmmm, It's Been So Long Since I've Used That Name, I Don't Seem To Remember It, Alas.
When I Do, I'll Be Sure To Post It Up On My Twitter.
Alexa Mosley says
Uh huh
Where are yu from originally?
Michiru says
Though, My Memory's Not What It Used To Be, My dear.
That I Do Remember. I'd Originally Hailed From Upstate New Jersey Before My Original Family Had To Move.
Alexa Mosley says
What happened to your original family?
Michiru says
We'd Gotten Separated Somewhere Down The Line. I'd Met My New Family In The Same Town That I Live In Now, Though We Are Emancipated From One Another.
Alexa Mosley says
Why did you join the demon? (I refuse to call him master) And don't give me that "it was a rough time" shit. I want a real answer.
Michiru says
It's Fine If You Don't Call Him Master. Others Of Us Call Him Sir Or Boss.
No, Not A Rough Time At All, Actually. I Just Felt The Urge To Go With Him. He Seemed Like He Had Everything That I Did Not. It's Not Like I Didn't Like My Life Previously, It's Just That He Was More Open, MoreInviting...
...ER, More Inviting.
Alexa Mosley says
So you family life sucked or what?
Michiru says
No, It Was A Typical Family. Arguments Here And There, But, It Was Over All Nice, Peaceful. I Just Grew To Resent The Typical Family Stereotype... I Wanted Something More, Something More Freeing.
Alexa Mosley says
When I was held prisoner, I was kept in a building that resembled an old factory building fromt he inside and a maze within. That's where he keeps his children. Where is this building located? What state or country? It's been eating at me for a while.
Michiru says
Hm, I've Not Been Told. Master Doesn't Tell Me Everything. Even The Higher Up Minions, Like Myself, Don't Know Everything, Alas.
My Best Guess It That The Building Would Be Located In The States. Other Than That, I'm Not Sure Where, Or Even How Many Of Those Buildings He Has.
Alexa Mosley says
So there's more...
When he took me, he had in mind that I'd be a kind of mother for the children there. Do you know if other buildings he owns hold children like thattoo?
Michiru says
Hmm. Again, I'm Not Told These Things. When He Take The Children, He Never "Says" Where He Is Going And Doesn't Take Anyone Else With Him.
Alexa Mosley says
Well I know whathe does.
I'm tired. I'm going to bed. Goodnight
Michiru says
Hm, Good Eve, Then.

I hate the way she types...

Ashley is Losing it.

This is a convo I just had with Ash. I'm losing her. I know it'd long but please read it all. I'm sorry for the length. :(


Ashley Nichole says
Hello
Alexa Mosley says
Hi
Ashley Nichole says
You know what I have been thinking.
Alexa Mosley says
?
Ashley Nichole says
It might not be a bad thing to be with the Master
Alexa Mosley says
...
Don't even joke about that
Ashley Nichole says
I'm not.
Alexa Mosley says
They brainwashed you
Ashley Nichole says
MIchiru has changed my mind about everything.
I'm not scared anymore.
Alexa Mosley says
Don't listen to her.
I haven't seen her but I know she's no good
Ashley Nichole says
Everyone says hes good
Alexa Mosley says
No
Ashley Nichole says
Its just the minions that have the attitude.
Alexa Mosley says
What does Hichiru look like?
Ashley Nichole says
The elderly couple said he would help them
With things, and maybe its a sign.
Alexa Mosley says
Then why does he stalk good people and make them sick?
And what does Michiru look like?
Ashley Nichole says
I don't know what she looks like.
And what do you mean by sick.
The doctor said he didn't think I was old enough to be in this
Alexa Mosley says
What he does to Noah
And the guys at EMH
He hurt them
Ashley Nichole says
It's the minions.
Alexa Mosley says
No it's not.
It's the demon
Ashley Nichole says
It's the minions Master assigned them
Alexa Mosley says
Stop calling him Master!
Ashley Nichole says
It's because their running.
Master dosn't like it when they run.
Alexa Mosley says
Stop it!
Are you crazy?
You don't give in to this shit!
Ashley Nichole says
Stop what? I'm not crazy.
I think it mightt be good to not fight it.
Alexa Mosley says
No
Ashley Nichole says
What has he done to you.
He gave you a home, he gave you children to look after.
Alexa Mosley says
He's taken me away from my family, made them forget. Upheaved my live
*life
Ashley Nichole says
He wants you to use it as a responsibility.
Alexa Mosley says
Why me?
I had a future.
Ashley Nichole says
He pickes people becasue they have a special quality in them
Alexa Mosley says
Did Michiru tell you about Maxx? He was my boyfriend. I never said anyhng about him before because it hurt too much, but after highschool we were going to get married.
Ashley Nichole says
You, it is your responsibility, to your parents, to yourself, to the children.
Alexa Mosley says
Did She tell you about our pact to have at least 3 kids?
Did she tell you about our plan to have as many grand kids as possible?
No
She didn't.
Ashley Nichole says
Master might of wanted you with him. Maybe you wern't going to be fertle to have children. Hence him bringing you those children.
Alexa Mosley says
Bull.
I know I'm fertle.
Ashley Nichole says
You don't know that. Master knows the teacher.
Alexa Mosley says
...What?
Ashley Nichole says
Sorry I mean future.
Alexa Mosley says
I know I'm fertle and don't you question me.
I'd know better than anyne else
I found out the fucking hard way
Ashley Nichole says
My dear, I know it is painful to have your past taken away, but thats the past.
Master gave you shelter and food.
Alexa Mosley says
He took away a bright future
Ashley Nichole says
It willing to be, dont fight it.
Alexa Mosley says
No.
Ashley Nichole says
Maybe the future that was thought to be bright wasn't going to be as bright as you wanted it to be.
Alexa Mosley says
SHUT UP.
Don't you see what he's doing?
Ashley Nichole says
Exuse me?
Alexa Mosley says
He's got you brainwashed
Ashley Nichole says
He has given me happiess.
Alexa Mosley says
Ashley, wake up.
This isn't you
Ashley Nichole says
He brought me peace with myself.
Alexa Mosley says
You know better
Hold on. Someone's here.
ashely.
Ashley Nichole says
Yes?
Alexa Mosley says
remember what i told you?
be stong
and don't give in
Ashley Nichole says
hI havee turnled a newp leaf.
Alexa Mosley says
no you haven't.
he's controlling you
Ashley Nichole says
Hi Ehave Lturned Pa Mnew Eleaf.
Alexa Mosley says
ok
i'm going to put alexa back on
Ashley Nichole says
I'm sorry?
Alexa Mosley says
Ash
Ashley Nichole says
Who was on?
Alexa Mosley says
That was the doc
Ashley Nichole says
DOCTOR!
Alexa Mosley says
Yes
Ashley Nichole says
Put him back on.
Alexa Mosley says
He's gone
Ashley Nichole says
Okay.
Alexa Mosley says
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Ashley Nichole says
I'm sorry?
Alexa Mosley says
look at the keyboard
Ashley Nichole says
I don't get it.
Alexa Mosley says
it's a cioedle
Ashley Nichole says
?
Help me with this 'cioedle
'
Alexa Mosley says
look at your keyboard.
Ashley Nichole says
I'm looking.
Alexa Mosley says
look at the letters/marks in the cioedle
Ashley Nichole says
Doctor?
Alexa Mosley says
look to the left of each letter
and No
It's Alexa
Ashley Nichole says
Oh.
Alexa Mosley says
Sorry, lack of capital letter. XD
Ashley Nichole says
I am alone.
I'm in my home.
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
But someone might be watching
We'll use that code
Ashley Nichole says
No, when I close my eyes I see a differt house, not mind.
Alexa Mosley says
I'm not in a hous
*house
Ashley Nichole says
Michiru says I have the mind of his, a conected sould as such.
But you said hes watching me, he isn't or you.
Alexa Mosley says
Your words seem scrambled.
Are you ok?
Ashley Nichole says
Yes, I'm fine.
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
When you're watched, use the code
Ashley Nichole says
But their my family, I'm not scared.
Alexa Mosley says
?
Oh
Right
So Michiru is a guy?
Ashley Nichole says
A girl.
Alexa Mosley says
You called her a him
Ashley Nichole says
No I didn't
Alexa Mosley says
Whats her story. Do you know
Ashley Nichole says
If I did I meant her.
Yes I do.
Alexa Mosley says
Oh
Ok
Do you know anything about her
Ashley Nichole says
Yes, I do she is family.
Alexa Mosley says
What is her background?
Is she human or ghost
where is she from?
Ashley Nichole says
I don't know if I should say.
Alexa Mosley says
Come on
Ashley Nichole says
I shall ask her.
Alexa Mosley says
We're family, right?
Ashley Nichole says
Just go on her Tumblr, it says Ashley Chait1
**chat
Alexa Mosley says
ok
I can't find it
Link?
Ashley Nichole says
http://michiru51.tumblr.com/

Alexa Mosley says
How did you find Michiru?
Ashley Nichole says
I didn't find her my dear, she foud me.
**Found me.
She helped me realize it's better not to run. Not to hide, he will help me.
Alexa Mosley says
ok
I'm going to add her to MSN
I want to have a little chat with her
Ashley Nichole says
A chat like what?
Alexa Mosley says
Well she's not on
I'll know when we chat.
For now I'm going to bug her on Twitter
Ashley Nichole says
I wouldn't bug her.
Alexa Mosley says
I'm not afraid of her
Ashley Nichole says
Shes taking care of her "Brats" as se calls them
Alexa Mosley says
.... She's in charge of the kids?
Ashley Nichole says
No,
Alexa Mosley says
???
Ashley Nichole says
She has "Minions in training" So to speak
Alexa Mosley says
Oh

Michiru has been added to the conversation.

You have just sent a nudge.

Alexa Mosley says
Quit the bullshit, Michiru. You're on and I want to talk
Ashley Nichole says
Hello.
I told you, she is away right now,
Alexa Mosley says
She just logged on
Ashley Nichole says
Yes,
but she is busy.
Alexa Mosley says
Bull.
Ashley Nichole says
Why are you disrespecting her, if you just listen to her.
Alexa Mosley says
Too many Tumblr posts to listen,
:\
Ashley Nichole says
Just listen, maybe she can talk some sence into you, give it a try, you will realize what peace you will have not running and hiding and being scared.
Alexa Mosley says
I just want to talk to her.

You have just sent a nudge.

Ashley Nichole says
What is a nudge.
Alexa Mosley says
Time to talk Michiru!
You're obviously not too busy to be online!

You have just sent a nudge.

Please try sending a nudge later.

Please try sending a nudge later.

Please try sending a nudge later.

Ashley Nichole says
What is a nudge that you keep sending me.
Alexa Mosley says
I'm trying to get Michiru's attention
Ashley Nichole says
Okay.

You have just sent a nudge.

Alexa Mosley says
Fuck this
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As they say, ‘It’s a tough world out there’ Lord. It’s also a tough world ‘in here’, in the realm of my thoughts. Please help me. Amen

Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name.
Thy Kingdom come,
thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom,
the power and the glory,
for ever and ever.
Amen

i'm so tired.
Ashley Nichole says
Why.
Alexa Mosley says
Long day
Ashley Nichole says
About the thing.
Alexa Mosley says
?
Ashley Nichole says
xisw
wait.
vpfr
Alexa Mosley says
XD
I just had a long day
Ashley Nichole says
You should go back to the master, he gave you all of the good things.
Alexa Mosley says
No. Not now
Ashley Nichole says
shelter, food, a computer so we can keep in contact.
Why not now.
Alexa Mosley says
I just can't
Ashley Nichole says
Why.
You have nothing else.
You need him.
Alexa Mosley says
No
Ashley Nichole says
You need the children.
Yes.
Alexa Mosley says
I have something.
Ashley Nichole says
What.
Alexa Mosley says
Hope.
Ashley Nichole says
What hope you have nothing to help you. Master helped you in so many ways and you denied it.
Alexa Mosley says
I told you this before....
Never mind\
No use arguing with you
Ashley Nichole says
What did you tell me.
Alexa Mosley says
I had a future
Ashley Nichole says
Yes, with a master
The.
Alexa Mosley says
Listen to this. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEcjtVtEmLA
Ashley Nichole says
okay...
Alexa Mosley says
You'll never understnad
You gave up
You gave up hope
Ashley Nichole says
I didn't have hope until Michiru told me more about the Master, I am not scared.
Alexa Mosley says
Uh huh.
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Ashley Nichole says
No more.
Alexa Mosley says
?
Ashley Nichole says
I don't like tat.
**that
Alexa Mosley says
Ash, look at what you're typing.
This isn't you.
Ash?
You know I'm right.
You know better.
Remember what the doc said.
Ash?
You there?
FUCK
Ashley Nichole says
No you're not right.
Alexa Mosley says
Someone's there with you. Who is it?
Ashley Nichole says
Noone.
Alexa Mosley says
Bull
Ashley Nichole says
No.
Why can't you understand that I want to be with Master and the family.
Noone is with me this is my desision
Alexa Mosley says
What about your cousin?
Where does she come into this.
She can see himtoo
Is she going insane lik eyou are?
Ashley Nichole says
HE dosn't agree with me, so I stoped talking to him
Alexa Mosley says
Is that what you're going to do to me? Stop talking?
You need me.
I need you
Ashley Nichole says
YOU NEED MASTER
Alexa Mosley says
JUST STOP IT
You don't need him
I don't need him
You're loosing it
You're being controlled.
Just. Fucking. Stop
Ashley Nichole says
He gives me peace.
Alexa Mosley says
No
It's fake
You think you have peace
Ashley Nichole says
NO it isnt I know this is real.
Alexa Mosley says
No it's not.
He's making you think it's real
Ashley Nichole says
yes it is.
BECAUSE IT IS!
Alexa Mosley says
There's really no hope for you.

I logged out here. I can't talk to her now. She's going insane, if she's not there already.

36

Why? For the love of God, why can't I live a normal life? Why can't I find one family who I can live with forever and not have all hell break loose?

Ashley was right. There was something wrong with the woods.

I work up around 1:20 this morning to find my laptop on and MSN up. Someone has logged on. The old man and woman are, like most elderly people, afraid of technology like computers. They hate them and that's why they'd never have one, let alone use mine.

I logged on and talked to Ash. She said to be careful. She said the dear doctor was there. And I told her something I learned when I looked out the window. The branches of the trees surrounding the house were braided together tightly to to keep anyone from escaping. They even blocked the driveway.

I had enough. Ignoring Ash's protests, I went out to the shed and got out an ax. By now the old man and woman were awake, God knows why, and they saw what was going on with the trees. They were freaking out and I was determined to get us all out of there.

Well the first chop resulted in my face being covered in blood. At the time I didn't pay attention. I chopped all the way through without giving a fuck that there was blood coming from the now squirming "branches".

When I chopped a path out of the yard I ran to the house to get my things and that was when I realized I was covered in blood. Yeah, I freaked out.

Anyway, the old couple and I ran to a neighbor's house. One who has no trees in their yard. He didn't want an explanation for the blood. He just let us in and let me get cleaned up. After I was clean we left. We're in a small town now, in a ratty motel.

I tried to tell the old couple that they had to get away from me. The old woman said "That won't get him away from us."

She went on to explain that ever since her daughter was a little girl, way back in the 50's, she use to talk about a tall faceless man. At first they thought it was an imaginary friend. Then things started to happen. The old couple was never actually afraid of him. If anything, they thought he was helpful.

When the old woman would reach for something up high and couldn't reach it and went off to get a stool, she'd come back to find that item sitting on a counter or table and the demon standing in the corner looking shy. (I don't know what she means by shy. I never know how he looks since his face is hard to see under all that skin.) One time he helped the old man fix his truck.

He had never done anything threatening like imprisoning them like this before. So I told them that they needed to get away from me. He'll keep doing this if I'm around them. So the old man just got back from checking if the branches are still braided together. They're not, but there's still blood on the ground from where I chopped through.

They're about to leave now. She gave me an envelop of money. I feel bad for accepting it but she insisted. I haven't even looked to see how much is in it. I honestly don't care. I just feel bad I got them into this.

I'm going to stop accepting help and just hope I don't freeze to death at night. But maybe it'd be better if I did. Then this would all end for me. I don't want to survive, I want to live. I'm not living. Not a life worth living.

35

I met a nice old couple while walking down an almost abandoned country road. For a minuet I thought they were ghosts considering they were in an old 1950's Chevy truck and wore clothes to match. But then she pulled out a cell. Said her daughter was calling.

The asked me where I was from and I told them. I told them my real name and age. I told them I was homeless. The only thing I didn't tell them was why I was homeless.

They were so kind. Said they couldn't live with themselves if they knew I was out in this cold. So they invited me to stay with them.

At first I was reluctant but then I thought about how cold it's been and I agreed. She got out of the truck and wrapped a shawl around me. It smelled like rose perfume.

I fell in love with the house the moment it came into sight. It was a pretty two story Victorian. White and cranberry color. Pretty much out in the middle of nowhere. The inside was so warm and inviting, decorated like a little country house rather than a luxurious Victorian house.

The room they gave me was their daughters. It's girly but that country kind of girly. With faded pinks, old lace and old stuffed animals.

This morning I walked around the yard. It's odd. The house and yard are surrounded by trees but outside of the yard is all farm land. The only trees around for a mile or so are in this forest of a yard.

I found a little cemetery as I explored. The old man told me it was a family cemetery. The last person to be buried there was his mother in 1968.

It's peaceful here. Almost feels enchanted.

34

He called himself Robert Montgomery. He said he was rich and from England originally but came to the states for a change of scenery.

Since we met I wondered why his voice sounded so familiar. It was soft but raspy. Sort of calming.

And now I know.

Yesterday I woke up and he wasn't home. Ok, not unusual. He had some sort of work to do. I walked to the bathroom which was past Robert's room. He always leaves his door open so I know what it looks like inside. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that fucking plague doctor mask in his room. I freaked and ran the rest of the way to the bathroom and locked myself in. I expected him to break in or have a key or something. But he never came.

After about a half an hour I came out and went to Robert's room. There was the mask and the cape hanging on the wall. I went closer to it. It was hanging up next to the closet.

No big deal, I thought. It's just a mask and cape. Neither of which are out of the ordinary. And I remembered he saying something about a costume party coming up soon, so I dismissed it as just part of Robert's costume.

Later that night we were watching TV. He turned to me and handed me a piece of paper from out of his pocket. It was crumpled.

"I found this outside of the front door." He said.

I opened it and it said "Mine."

"It's because of that thing that's been stalking you, isn't it?"

I paused and looked at him. "What?"

"That, um... Demon, I think you called it."

"How do you know about that?"

Now he paused for a minuet then said, "I won't lie. I looked up your name on Google. Pretty much just to find you on social networking sites. I'm a sucker for those silly little game they have so I try to add as many friends as I can."

"And that's how you found the blog?"

"Yes."

I nodded and stayed quiet for the rest of the night.

After he had fallen asleep I packed up and left. I never told him my name was Alexa. He knows me as Asha. And I know I wrote Asha Reid on here, but when you google it, this blog doesn't show up, at least not on the first 5 or 10 pages.

While I packed I thought about how stupid I am. How I didn't put that voice with the mask. Alexa, you fucking idiot.

And if you're reading this, thank you for your hospitality, but fuck you. You aren't getting me. I've left Wilmington.



Oh God it's so cold. :(

Video (Sort of)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=soecbqkU70o

MSN Messages 1

Alexa Mosley says
Talk to me, hun.
Ashley Nichole says
freaking out big time
Alexa Mosley says
Explain
Ashley Nichole says
i got out of that hell hole and went home everyone remembered me but they though i slept over at a friends house the whole time
and then i was up late watching stuff on youtube and then i heard a noise and it was commig from outside and then i went outside and a letter was hanging from the mailbox
it says
(CENSORED. She asked me not to release the note at this moment.)
Alexa Mosley says
(CENSORED)
:\
Ashley Nichole says
P;
Alexa Mosley says
hold on
Ashley Nichole says
waht shadow man? what are they talking about
Alexa Mosley says
I don't know. The demon maybe?
I saw you were talking to EMH. What did they say?
Ashley Nichole says
tehy were just asking questions
Alexa Mosley says
like?
Ashley Nichole says
like what happened and waht the note said
i am freaking out i drank 12 cups of coffee i refuse to sleep im shaking too
Alexa Mosley says
No. You need sleep
Lack of sleep makes things worse
Also, tell the you're a friend of mine.
They might be more willing to help
Ashley Nichole says
tell who?
Alexa Mosley says
EMH
Tell them you're a friend of the girl from Hidden in a Locked Room
Ashley Nichole says
ahh but i think i already flodded their twitter with 10266523 tweets so i will wait until they respond
Alexa Mosley says
XD
Ashley Nichole says
i tried to contact tribe twelve also othing from him
Alexa Mosley says
He's going through some shit atm
Ashley Nichole says
i know :/
hey who was ur friend on ur twitter
Alexa Mosley says
What>
Ashley Nichole says
tehy were tlaking to me from ur twitter
look at the tweets
Alexa Mosley says
:|
Ashley Nichole says
8l
Alexa Mosley says
There's nothing there
Ashley Nichole says
??
Alexa Mosley says
Just the tweets I made
Ashley Nichole says
well i said that you need to talk to me and they said that u need to moun and they wil take care of you and i said what happened and they said they will take care of u
Alexa Mosley says
O__o
Ashley Nichole says
and i sadi is this the demon and they said o but i know him and i said of well my nake is ashley
**name
and they didnt respond
Alexa Mosley says
Weird
I'm staying with that guy but he doesn't know about this entire deal
I feel bad for not telling im
*him
Ashley Nichole says
o
Alexa Mosley says
But Idon't want him to get hurt.
So I don't tell him
Ashley Nichole says
oh my god...............................................
Alexa Mosley says
?
Ashley Nichole says
the numbers
Alexa Mosley says
???
Ashley Nichole says
NUMBEROLOGY
Alexa Mosley says
I suck at math...
Ashley Nichole says
i jsut thought of it
Alexa Mosley says
Tell meeee
Ashley Nichole says
the whole a=1 deal and that shit
a=1 b=2 thingy
Alexa Mosley says
oh ok
Ashley Nichole says
(CENSORED)
thats what it says
Alexa Mosley says
:|
Ashley Nichole says
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
Alexa Mosley says
??
Ashley Nichole says
im screwed
Alexa Mosley says
So am I.
Ashley Nichole says
i havnt seen/talked to cody in a while
Alexa Mosley says
Neither have I
Ashley Nichole says
sorry for my lack of punctuation and spelling im over tired and i dont want to sleep
Alexa Mosley says
it's ok.
Look at the bright side.
We may be screwed, but we screwed together!
...
Wait..
Thay sounded wrong. XD
*Is also tired*
It's 1;37 here
I need sleep
Ashley Nichole says
its 12:38 here
im riding off of caffine
:D
Alexa Mosley says
I'm riding off... Nothing!
Ashley Nichole says
hah
Alexa Mosley says
I read sleep as sheep
Ashley Nichole says
it sucks noone fucking beleives me
Alexa Mosley says
fuck yeah sheep make awesome pillows!
I know
It does suck
but it's ok
weknow the truth
Ashley Nichole says
emh hasnt responded in like an hour in a half and my cousin (who is also followed) dosnt beleive me
Alexa Mosley says
But...
Doesn't you cous see the demon too?
Ashley Nichole says
mhm
Alexa Mosley says
:\
Ok
Well we're both tired
Ashley Nichole says
idk why he jsut dosnt beleive anymore
Alexa Mosley says
Lets try to get some sleep and talk tomorrow
I'm about to pass out
Ashley Nichole says
gn
Alexa Mosley says
gn
Ashley Nichole says
ill try to sleep
Alexa Mosley says
k
Ashley Nichole says
but for now i shall freak out
:D
Alexa Mosley says
:D
Ashley Nichole says
nighty night
Alexa Mosley says
night


Before logging off she logged off, she told me she can no longer get on her blog. The password was changed and the email recovery won't work.

33

A couple days ago I met a man in the higher class, business district. He's not like the others around here. He's a very nice older gentleman and he wears a bowler hat with his nice suit.

I guess when I'm around there I draw attention to myself even if I don't try. It's easy to see I don't belong there. I'm ratty looking compared to all the well dressed business people. A ratty girl who drags a large suit case with her as she dumpster dives for semi fresh food just doesn't fit around there.

I had just pulled a half eaten sub out of the trash (hey, it's better than what I had yesterday) when he came over to me and said "I'll buy you lunch if you're hungry."

We ate at this organic food restaurant on the waterfront and I tried not to eat like I hadn't eaten a decent meal in God knows how long in front of the hip people who obviously frequented the joint, or the man sitting across from me.

At first it was just awkward silence as we ate but then he started talking.

"Whats you're name?"
I didn't give him my real name. Instead I said, "Asha Reid." I guess I should tell you all that outside the internet, I'm not Alexa. I've changed who I am. I've changed my story when someone asks it. I'll tell all you fine readers who I am when the mood strikes me.

"Where are you from?"
"Dover." That's a lie too.

"Do you have any family?"
"I'm an orphan."

"How old are you?"
"18."

"How did you get all the way up into Wilmington?"
"I walked." Hey, the first bit of truth!

"Do you have a job?"
I felt like rolling my eyes and saying what do you think ?"I dropped out of school in 5th grade. No one is willing to give me a job."

"You speak very well for someone who didn't even attend high school."
"Well I've been hanging around the business section for a couple years now. I guess I just picked up proper grammar from hearing all you high class business folks speak."

We went on to talk about other things.

At the end of lunch I was given an offer to stay with him for a while. I took him up on that offer.

Yeah, at first I thought "Dear God, please don't let him be a psycho serial killer/rapist or just some sick old man out looking for an easy lay." But he's not like that at all. He's a real gentleman. He lives in a nice little condo thing on the other side of the waterfront.

I have my own room and my clothes are now clean as is my body since I had my first shower in I can't remember how long. And I'm warm. It's so nice and warm in here.

But I know it won't last. It didn't last with the family. I wonder if maybe I should tell him about the demon.

32

At the moment, I'm getting glares from the hipsters in Starbucks. Not their usual "I'm a hipster so I have to look at you like this. No offense." glares, but glares that say "You're a lower class pig and you need to go die." They can tell I'm homeless. They didn't care before.

But then again, before today life was an illusion.

Before today the hipsters didn't give me a second glance. Before today the girl behind the counter would give me a kind smile as I walked in, but she glares at me too.

I'll explain.

The night before last I woke up and everyone and everything was gone. No family, no heaters, no furniture. I was asleep on the floor with a rat sniffing me to make sure I wasn't food.

I got up and looked all around the apartment, thinking maybe, for whatever odd reason, they moved to another room and didn't wake me.

But I couldn't find them.

Then I went down to the first floor, to the rooms that wouldn't open. This time they were all unlocked. The first few were empty save for a chair or oddly placed toilet here and there. Then I tried the ones on the other side.

The first one had two skeletons sitting on a bed, huddled together. It was Bruce and Marta. The second room had two more skeletons, one was a full grown person in a sagging dress. That was Latoya. And in her arms was a little skeleton. Crystal.

In the third room the Three Stooges were gathered around a 55 gallon drum that probably housed a fire to keep them warmed. Uncle Bob was in the corner with a bottle of Jack Daniels in his hand.

The last room housed Reg's skeletal remains. He was in the fetal posission. I think he died seeing demons all around.

They had all been dead for years and no one knew. How could no one know?

Well I was freaked. I screamed, I cried, I pounded against the walls, scratched my skin, pulled my hair. I did anything to try and wake up from that nightmare. That's all I wanted to believe it was. Just a horrible nightmare the demon made me see.

But it wasn't.

I found a cop. When I tried to talk I just screamed. All I could say was "They're dead!" and I took him by the hand and led him to the apartment.

The bodies are gone now. I saw each one being taken away. I don't know what they'll do with them. I doubt they'll get a proper burial.

Before I could leave, the owner of the apartment chewed my ass out about being on private property. He said I was lucky he wouldn't press charges.

The kind owner I was told about was an illusion. The furniture was an illusion. The heaters were illusions. And the family. They weren't illusions. No, they were ghosts. Just as real as you and I, but most people can't see them. They really did take me in. I did belong to a loving family.

It just couldn't last forever.

Well the cop gave me the address of a shelter. To him I'm just another hobo. I wasn't expecting anything to turn out like on one of those miracle shows dad use to watch on PAX. (do they still call it PAX?) No one was going to offer me a home and there wasn't a snowball's chance in hell I'd turn out to be an angel and instill good fortune and blessings upon the family the family that found it in their heart to help.

No, I'm just another hobo who threw her life away.


I might stay at the shelter. Maybe not. I know of another homeless community near by I can go to. I know for a fact that this one isn't an illusion because I've seen cops check it out every couple of days or so to either find runaways or bust someone for smoking a little joint to take away the pain.


I just realized something. This laptop isn't an illusion. I wonder how a ghost got his hands on this.

Ashley

Ashley is a high school student I've had the privilege of talking to. She, like me, is haunted by the demon. Only it seems to her, he's a bit more mean. You can read here. She'll be updating as often as she can. To all my own followers, please follow her. She thinks, or thought, she was crazy until we started talking.

Now this is a convo we just had on MSN/Windows Live (whatever the hell it is you call it). One of my old friends is back.

Alexa Mosley says
What up, Ash?
Ashley Nichole says
I can't get out of my room
I tried locking and unlocking it and it wont open
Alexa Mosley says
Is anyone home with you?
Ashley Nichole says
yes everyone is home
Alexa Mosley says
And have they tried?
Ashley Nichole says
i tried the windows and nothing worked
noone hears me i heasr them and i keep banging on the door but noone can hear me
Alexa Mosley says
Don't bang or yell
Try asking the demon to let you out
but ask nicely
Ashley Nichole says
it didnt work
should i wait?
Alexa Mosley says
I don't know
Do you have your phone with you?
Ashley Nichole says
please dont call the police or anything
Alexa Mosley says
I won't
Ashley Nichole says
and yeah
Alexa Mosley says
And does your mom/dad/siblings have cells? If so, try texting them to get their attention
Ashley Nichole says
okay
should should i say
**what
Alexa Mosley says
Help, I'm locked in my room or something like that
Ashley Nichole says
okay
no service
Alexa Mosley says
D:
Ashley Nichole says
i just need to calm down
Alexa Mosley says
You don't have any medical conditions, do you? Other than panic attackes?
Ashley Nichole says
no
Alexa Mosley says
Ok good.
Ashley Nichole says
well i have claustrophobia but my room is kindof big so im fine
Alexa Mosley says
Your comp works. Try messaging friends to get their attention
Ashley Nichole says
okay
i cant log onto facebook
it says invalid password
Alexa Mosley says
:\
No friends on MSN?
Ashley Nichole says
nope this msn account is for twitter only
Alexa Mosley says
Oh
I have no clue what to tell you
Maybe try and wait it out?
Ashley Nichole says
yeah ill try that
Alexa Mosley says
Or download skype and try calling someone on that?
Ashley Nichole says
i dont have webcam or a microphone
Alexa Mosley says
Oh
Crap
Ashley Nichole says
i know this isnt bad luck this time someting is up
Alexa Mosley says
Hold on, I'm going to go get my friend and see what he says
brb
Ashley Nichole says
okay
Alexa Mosley says
hi
haveyoutriedjigglingthehandle
Ashley Nichole says
yes.
Alexa Mosley says
Ok I'm back aaaaannnnd....
wtf
I didn't write that
Ashley Nichole says
omg thats why i was freaking out
Alexa Mosley says
D:
*hug*
Ashley Nichole says
thats what the person always writes on my twitter account with no spaces
Alexa Mosley says
>__<>__>
Ashley Nichole says
ahh icic
Alexa Mosley says
But he's usually pretty good for figuring out stuff like this. :\
Ashley Nichole says
um someone just walked i my room
Alexa Mosley says
O__o
who?
How?
Ashley Nichole says
idk and idk
Alexa Mosley says
Is the door still open?
Ashley Nichole says
hes just staring at me
no
Alexa Mosley says
Is it Him?
Ashley Nichole says
no its someone else
Alexa Mosley says
Whatdoes he look like?
Ashley Nichole says
i feel like i have met him though
he has a black cape with a hood on
Alexa Mosley says
Pale face?
Ashley Nichole says
yes
Alexa Mosley says
Young or old?
Ashley Nichole says
young
Alexa Mosley says
:D
I know him
Ashley Nichole says
:O
Alexa Mosley says
He's one of the monks
he's nice
Or he was to me
I feel bad for what I did to him...
Ashley Nichole says
i feel alittle umcomfortable cause he keeps staring at me
Alexa Mosley says
Tell him you're a friend of Alexa
Ashley Nichole says
he just cocked his head
Alexa Mosley says
Tell him you're friends with the girl from the room
Ashley Nichole says
hi
Alexa Mosley says
... Hi
Ashley Nichole says
howareyouareyoudoingwell
Alexa Mosley says
Yes
Why are you trying like the demon?
Or has that been you the entire time?
*typing
Ashley Nichole says
ashleyletmeusethecomputer
Alexa Mosley says
She's very kind to do so
Ashley Nichole says
jsutsoyoucantellapartourtyping
iforgiveyou
Alexa Mosley says
I kind of miss you
Ashley Nichole says
ijustwantedtoknowthatyouareokay
Alexa Mosley says
Yeah, I'm ok.
I've got a new family.
Are you mad that I left?
Ashley Nichole says
imnotmadimsad
youaresobrave
Alexa Mosley says
I'm sorry
I had to leave
But now
No one remembers me
Ashley Nichole says
imsorry
Alexa Mosley says
It's not your fault. The demon did it.
Ashley Nichole says
hejustwantedtohelpyou
Alexa Mosley says
No, he wanted me to help.
I was selfish to run.
Ashley Nichole says
imgladyouhaveagreatlifenow
Alexa Mosley says
Yeah, living in an abandoned appartment is great.
At least it's something.
Ashley Nichole says
hewontstop
Alexa Mosley says
I know
Ashley Nichole says
listenihavetogoilltrytotalktoyoulater
goodbye
Alexa Mosley says
Goodbye
Ash, are you there?
Ashley Nichole says
yeah
Oh my gosh
Alexa Mosley says
?
Ashley Nichole says
My door is open
Alexa Mosley says
:)
Ashley Nichole says
Why
Alexa Mosley says
Why what?
Ashley Nichole says
Why did he come here
Alexa Mosley says
I don't know

*Updated*

Ashley Nichole says
thunder
Alexa Mosley says
I like thunder
Ashley Nichole says
thats usually a sign hes comming
well for me
Alexa Mosley says
:\
I don't think my little friend was supposed to be there
Ashley Nichole says
the guy that i lent the computer too
Alexa Mosley says
Yeah
He works for the demon
Ashley Nichole says
why
Alexa Mosley says
They all do
Ashley Nichole says
i feel like i know him
Alexa Mosley says
I guess my friend is like an apprentice to the others
I don't know him. Or what I mean it, I didn't know him before I was captured
Ashley Nichole says
did he look familiar to u though
Alexa Mosley says
No. not really
Maybe a little
Ashley Nichole says
Oh my Gosh
Alexa Mosley says
What>
Ashley Nichole says
I KNOW WHERE HES FROM
Alexa Mosley says
Where?
Ashley Nichole says
Well I'm on speech team, and theres this topic called extemp and its politics. He was the dark and mysterious guy but I always talked to him, he was a senior last year.
Alexa Mosley says
Was he into occult things?
Alexa Mosley says
Hm.
And you don't know whathappened to him after highschool?
Ashley Nichole says
No, I havn't talked to him since.
Alexa Mosley says
Do you know his parents?
Ashley Nichole says
No
Alexa Mosley says
Is there any way you can find out where his family is? Or ask some of his old friends if they know where he is?
Ashley Nichole says
He really didn't have firend he said it was just me and his Church
**friend
Alexa Mosley says
What church did he attend?
Ashley Nichole says
Idk he didn't tell me in his words it was "Just a church"
Alexa Mosley says
Not a Christian church, I'm betting.
Ashley Nichole says
No
Alexa Mosley says
When I was captured, I didn't know where the building I was in was located.
Maybe it was in your state?
Ashley Nichole says
I don't know.
Alexa Mosley says
Do you ever do any form of unban exploration?
Do you ever go into abandoned buildings?
Ashley Nichole says
?
No
Alexa Mosley says
Can you think of any big, abandoned factory buildings made of concrete in your town or maybe you've heard of one in a town near yours?
One that's weird
Stands out because it's like a maze inside
Ashley Nichole says
Not that I know of.
Alexa Mosley says
:\
Ashley Nichole says
:/
brb I need to go to the bathroom haha
Alexa Mosley says
ok
Ashley Nichole says
hesplanningtogether
Alexa Mosley says
Planning for what?
Ashley Nichole says
tomakeherforget
Alexa Mosley says
Don't you let him do that
Ashley Nichole says
warnherhurryorelseeveryonewillforgetwhosheisbutyouwont
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
Ashley Nichole says
I'm backk :D
Alexa Mosley says
Read what he wrote
Ashley Nichole says
Theres nothing there
Alexa Mosley says
I knew that was coming.
Ashley Nichole says
It's just me saying brb
Alexa Mosley says
Our friend came back
Ashley Nichole says
...?
Alexa Mosley says
He told me our demon is going to make people "forget" you
Ashley Nichole says
WHY?!
Alexa Mosley says
I don't know
The thing is,
When he makes people "forget", they don't actually forget you
Ashley Nichole says
What do I do I don't have anywhere to go
Alexa Mosley says
He scares them into saying they've never seen you.
For me it was punshment for leaveing the children behind.
Ashley Nichole says
Children?
Alexa Mosley says
You'll read it later on
Ashley Nichole says
The little girl
Alexa Mosley says
Not her
Don't worry about it now
Do youhave a laptop?
Ashley Nichole says
Yes
Alexa Mosley says
Get that packed up, along with clothing and any meds you might need. Keep them with you at all times.
If people do forget you, you'll need to move on.
Ashley Nichole says
what?!
Alexa Mosley says
My mother was brave enough just to leave my clothes out for me to get. It probably could have cost her her life but she did it. I doubt many other people would be so brave.
Is there a starbucks in your town?
Ashley Nichole says
yeah
Alexa Mosley says
Ok, if there's a star bucks, there's internet.
Is there a homeless shelter?
Or a shelter for teens?
Ashley, you there?
Ash, you there? My internet cut off
Ashley Nichole says
Yeah I'm here, and scared
Alexa Mosley says
Ok, do you have an homeless or run away shelters in your town or near by towns?
*any
Ashley Nichole says
No
Alexa Mosley says
Any homeless communities? Like, a group of homeless who live together?
Most bigger towns have one
Ashley Nichole says
I live in the burbs
Alexa Mosley says
Oh dear...
Well, even in the suburbs, there's homeless
Even if it's just one or two
Ashley Nichole says
I have a church by me that feeds the homeless
Alexa Mosley says
That's good.
Now you'll need money
Gather all the money you have and pack it with your other things
Ashley Nichole says
I have a doller.... :|
Alexa Mosley says
Not even gift cards?
Ashley Nichole says
@@dollar
Nope
I am broke ha
What do you expect from a fifteen year old ha
Alexa Mosley says
From now until he makes the people around you forget, you need to find as much money as possible.
Or learn to beg
Ashley Nichole says
OK
Alexa Mosley says
Not much more I can say. I don't think there's anything we can do to stop him.
He's set to do this
Ashley Nichole says
hurrythereisnotmuchtimeimtryingtostallhim
Alexa Mosley says
Our friend says there's not much time
Forget the money.
Pack your things now
Get ready
Pack all the undergarmets and clothes you can
and your laptop
Ashley Nichole says
No not now I'm not ready
Alexa Mosley says
Hurry and get ready
Gett off the comp and start packing
Ashley Nichole says
I'll IM you when I'm done
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
No
wait
don't do that yet
Ashley Nichole says
yes?
Alexa Mosley says
Just pack up
Everything
Ashley Nichole says
Okay
Alexa Mosley says
Even the laptop
Wait until morning
THen head over to the starbucks
Use the internet there
if they're open
if not, go to the library
lie about your age if you have to get a new card
If they asky for ID, say you lost yours
It worked for me
Ashley Nichole says
Okay but I'm not going to lose contact with you I will pack up my laptop last.
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
But hurry
Ashley Nichole says
theycallmecody
Alexa Mosley says
Hi Cody
Why did you join them?
Ashley Nichole says
onceisawiwasforced
Alexa Mosley says
How did you learn about them?
Ashley Nichole says
church
iwascatholiciwasthechosenonetheysaid
Alexa Mosley says
H
Ha
I always knew the Catholics weremore than they appeared
Ashley Nichole says
ineedtoprotectashleyasmuchaspossible
Alexa Mosley says
Why did you lock her in her room?
Was he coming?
Ashley Nichole says
yes
Alexa Mosley says
I know what he wants with me. He needs a mother for those children. But what does he want with her?
Ashley Nichole says
asistertoyou
youneedhersheneedsyou
Alexa Mosley says
No.
She's just a kid
He can't take her
Tell him to let her go
I don't need a sister
I need him to let her go
It's me he wants and he needs to keep others out of this
Ashley Nichole says
icantchangehismind
Alexa Mosley says
Then I will
Ashley Nichole says
dont
Alexa Mosley says
I have to
Ashley Nichole says
hewillhurther
thisiswhysheneedsyousheneedsyoutokeeponthedownlow
Alexa Mosley says
I don't understand
Ashley Nichole says
ifhegetsthebothofyouhewillbemorepowerful
hewouldavengeallchildren
Alexa Mosley says
But not all children are hurt like Anita was
Ashley Nichole says
sheneedsyoutokeeponthedownlowandyouneedherbecausesheislinkedtomewhereimclosetohim
Alexa Mosley says
Isn't there a way to stop him?
Ashley Nichole says
shewasnothurtsheissafeforalliknow
notthatiknowofiwillkeepupdatewithyouonashleysaccount
Alexa Mosley says
No, she was hurt int he beginning, but your boss gave her to a good family
He knows not all adults hurt children
He doesn't tell you anything, does he?
Ashley Nichole says
thatswhatimeanbysafebutashleyneedsmyhelpmysafetyshewastheonlypersonthatwasnicetomeandhesuckedmymemoriestokowwhatiknewabouther
thatswhyhesafterhertobewithyoubecausebothofyouarepowerfultogether
Alexa Mosley says
How do we stop him?
Ashley Nichole says
idontknowbutsomethingmentallyaboutyouguyshassomethingtodowithittheywantyouasfarapartaspossible
Alexa Mosley says
Get Ashley. I need to talk to her
Ashley Nichole says
Yes?
Alexa Mosley says
Cody is keeping me updated on Twitter.
Just a minuet ago he said "No time left"
are you packed?
Ashley Nichole says
Yeah
Alexa Mosley says
Get ready
Ashley Nichole says
imkeepingherlockedinherroomfornow
Alexa Mosley says
Wait
he's locked you in
Ashley Nichole says
imstayingwithheraslongasican
Alexa Mosley says
He's doing it to protect you
The demon needs us together
Cody is trying to stop him but it's not easy
Ashley Nichole says
sincethebathroomisdownthehallwayforherilockalldoorswhensheneedstogodosomethingthatisoutsideoftheroom
Alexa Mosley says
Ashley, he said sincethebathroomisdownthehallwayforherilockalldoorswhensheneedstogodosomethingthatisoutsideoftheroom
Ashley Nichole says
itdosnthavetobephysicallytogetherjustmentallyisasmuchpowerful
Alexa Mosley says
He said we don't have to be physically together, just mentally. Together wemake him more powerful.
Cody, is she seeing any of this?
Ashley Nichole says
sheisinthebathroomgettingsomegirlynessessities
Alexa Mosley says
Let her see what we've been typing
she needs to know
Ashley Nichole says
Back, and what is he talking about
Alexa Mosley says
Cody, let her see
Hold on
I'll be back in a few
Ashley Nichole says
hurrynotime
Alexa Mosley says
Ok I'm back and I ran into a door...
Ok Ashley, can you see what he wrote?
Ashley?
Cody?
Ashley Nichole says
I'm back
He was Explaining everythig to me
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
Do you know where you'll go?
Ashley Nichole says
He said hes keeping me locked in my room, hes lurking he said
Alexa Mosley says
Well, when it's time to run, find an abandoned house. Bring lots of blankets with you and a pillow
Ashley Nichole says
ilockedallroomsimtryingtonotletherfamilyforget
Ok
Alexa Mosley says
Ok, you're doing good, Cody
Ashley Nichole says
ineedtoleaveherhesheregoodbye
Alexa Mosley says
Goodbye
Ashley, get ready.
Ashley Nichole says
It's locked I can't leave
I'm safe right?
Alexa Mosley says
I don't know.
Cody said he had to leave
THe demon is there
Ashley Nichole says
:O
Alexa Mosley says
Don't freak.
Just stay calm
Ashley Nichole says
im starting to have a pannic attack
Alexa Mosley says
Don'
*don't
Just keep calm
Ashley Nichole says
I don't know if I can
Alexa Mosley says
Meditate
Close your eyes
sit still
breath in and out
and think of happy things
Ashley Nichole says
I'm starting to calm down
Alexa Mosley says
Good
You know what I think of to keep calm?
Ashley Nichole says
What?
Alexa Mosley says
Well, you know that painting by claude monet? The japanese footbridge? Well I think of myself sitting on the bridge. I close my eyes and imagine me being there. I hear the water running so gently under me.
It's the water that keeps me calm
and the call of near by birds
Ashley Nichole says
that sounds pretty
Alexa Mosley says
Are you ok now?
Ashley?
Ashley Nichole says
Yeah
hes gone
Alexa Mosley says
Who?
Cody?
Ashley Nichole says
No him
Alexa Mosley says
Was he in your room?
Ashley Nichole says
no
Alexa Mosley says
How is he gone?
Ash?
Ashley Nichole says
Yeah but cody isn't
Alexa Mosley says
Cody said he ahd to leave
Ashley Nichole says
Hes here again
Alexa Mosley says
Oh
*I feel slow*
Ashley Nichole says
haha don't
but he wasnts to talk to you
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
Ashley Nichole says
hesgone
Alexa Mosley says
Where did he go?
Ashley Nichole says
backtotheplace
Alexa Mosley says
I hate that place
Why didn't he take her?
Ashley Nichole says
ihavesomethingaboutashleythathedosntemotionally
Alexa Mosley says
Oh?
Ashley Nichole says
ifeelikeitstoosoontoknow
forhertoknow
Alexa Mosley says
I understand
Ashley Nichole says
how
Alexa Mosley says
I can't explain it, but I just do
Ashley Nichole says
ineedtotellyousomething
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
Ashley Nichole says
aboutashleyandyou
Alexa Mosley says
Go on
Ashley Nichole says
iletyouhurtmesoyoucanleave
Alexa Mosley says
I still feel bad about that
Ashley Nichole says
dontbe
buttheresonethingthatyoucanttellashleythatiamgoingtotellyou
Alexa Mosley says
Ok
Ashley Nichole says
thereasonwhyhecantgettoherisbecasuetheresoneemotionthathedosnthavethatihavewithher
Alexa Mosley says
I see
Ashley Nichole says
iloveherthatswhatsseperatinghimandher
Alexa Mosley says
Aw <3
Ashley Nichole says
imprettysurethatswhatsstoppingherimnotsure
Alexa Mosley says
I see
Listen, Ineed to go. It's getting late.
Please protect her
I'll try to be on in the morning.
Ashley Nichole says
isomehowneedtocontactyou
becauseidontknowwhatsgoingtohappenandifyoupothputyourmindstoityoucankeephimoffforawhile
Alexa Mosley says
I'll think of something
But I really must go
Ashley Nichole says
doyouhaveacellphone
Alexa Mosley says
The family doesn't know except for two people and they're not tellin
And no
I don't
:(
I have to go
Goodbye

This is a lot to take in.

31

Crystal can see him too. And for once, she isn't scared. She likes him.

Last night I woke up to music and giggling. I looked around and saw she wasn't there. I followed the music to a room on the other side of the hall. It was the room that has this huge Victrola that I can't get to work.

It was playing an old record that's cracked on one side. It's song that goes "I'll be pretty and I'll be rare because I'll wear a smile and a ribbon in my hair." It's not even a 78. It shouldn't play correctly on an old Victrola.

Well, I went in and there she was, dancing around the room with the demon as a dance partner. It was actually pretty cute. He's a spaz dancer. When I walked in the Victrola stopped working and they both stopped and looked at me.

I didn't attack him. I didn't yell at him or run. I just sat down and they did the same. Crystal sat in my lap and played with my hair as the demon stared me down.

"Please don't take her," I said, "She has a family that loves her, even if she doesn't have a real home."

He didn't say anything. I didn't expect him to. But I knew he wouldn't take her. He couldn't. I don't know why but I just got a strong feeling that no matter what the situation was, he could never take her.

We sat for hours, or so it felt. I looked down at Crystal and when I looked up he was gone and I took her back to her mother. Told her that Crystal went exploring and fell asleep in another room and I found her curled up in a corner. At the moment, she doesn't need to know about the demon. And if Crystal tells, we'll all just assume it to be an imaginary friend.

30

He came back.

He's been watching Reg and me since this morning.

He's right next to us on the other side of the window, watching me as I type, and I swear we're the only ones who cane see him because no one has looked our way. No one has stopped dead in their tracks at the sight of the freakishly tall humanoid with no face that's staring into Starbucks.

Or maybe he looks different to everyone else.

29

Reg is a schizo, I know this. He sees things that aren't there, but last night he saw the Demon.

We stayed up while the others slept. Neither of us felt OK. We weren't sick, just aware that something wasn't right. Around 12 in the morning we went to the bottom of the floor of the apartment to check it out for lack of anything better to do. Bruce said the owner of the apartments could never get the doors open down there, so we wanted to try.

After failing to open one door no matter how we tried to pick the locks, I turned to the stares and ran into Reg. He was looking up at the top where the Demon was. I pulled an EverymanHybrid and tried to hit him. Not with a baseball bat but what an old pipe that was on the floor near Reg. I hit the demon once, then he vanished. He didn't even try to stop me, he just took the blow and left. I swore he would try to kill me for it.

Wondows Live

alexamosley @ hotmail.com

28

Reg is a cutie. He has this shaggy brown hair that covers up parts of his angelic face. He looks so innocent all the time, especially when he's looking off into space.

Last night it was so cold. The little heaters we had weren't doing so well (there's still electric in the apartments. The man who owns them knows we're here and he takes pity on us by giving us a few luxuries) so we all snuggled up together for warmth. Right before I fell asleep he kissed me. My first kiss.

Is it wrong to fall for a mentally unstable man? Because I totally am falling for him. ^__^

27

I'm in Wilmington right now. I think I'll stay.

I've been taken in by a "family" of homeless people. We live in an old abandoned apartment complex from I'm guessing the 20's. Some of the rooms still have old furniture in it.

Bruce and Marta who are the "mother and father". The brothers and sisters are Latoya and her little girl Crystal (I guess crystal would be more of a niece), Bobby, Rufus, Marcus, Reg and me. There there's also "Uncle Bob", an old Nam vet who has some rather... interesting stories...

They're all very nice. Bruce has some medical troubles so we have to keep an eye on him. Marta has a hard time speaking English but she's like the grandmother every kid dreams of having.

Latoya is very motherly and kind and Crystal is a little angel but she's always afraid. She's 4 and always wants to be held. Bobby, Rufus and Marcus are like biological brothers, always goofing around. I call them the three stooges.

And then there's Reg. He's in his early 20's. Very shy and quiet. He sees things. Hears things. He's a schizo who ran away from home and stopped taking his meds. But he's happy here and I don't think we have to worry about him wondering off. He's kind of like crystal in that he's afraid of everything.

Oh, you may be wondering how I'm writing this. Well Uncle Bob has a way of getting his hands on things. Electronic things. Like laptops. And the near by Starbucks has no rule against cross dressing homeless men accompanying slightly grungy looking 18 year old girls to use the free wifi. But in his defense, Reg is freaking adorable.

And yes, I know someone's been updating my Twitter. It's creepy as hell, especially since whoever is doing it is obviously watching me, but you know what? I don't care. I know he's watching me. I just don't care.

And on being a selfish bitch; Yes, I left the children behind. I don't think it's possible to get them out of there.

Something I didn't tell you all when I tried to escape is that when I was going through the maze of a building, I came to the red door. I stood there and pondered on whether or not to take them with me. I was about to do it when I realized many of them are form a time before I was even born and I wondered if they were really even alive. How do I know they aren't ghosts of children? Yes, Anita was taken alive, but how do I know she wouldn't have been killed had she stayed, in order to keep her young forever?

I know it sounds far fetched, but you have to see it from my point of view, from the point of view of a person who has seen things that are impossible. Anything is possible.

And besides, they were happy there together. What if I had taken them out of there and they weren't dead? What would have happened to them? Would they go to orphanages or abusive foster homes? Anita was lucky. Anita found a foster family that loved her. But I wasn't going to take the chance of having one of those sweet little children being placed in an abusive environment when they were taken to that place in order to get away from one.

So yeah, I'm a selfish bitch. You're right.

26

Before I leave town (yes, I'm just now leaving), I guess I should tell you some small, probably unimportant details.

I went back to my parents apartment and found a large rolling suit case laying in the driveway. I looked inside and saw that it was my clothes and an old bunny plush I've had since I was little. There was also some shampoo, soap, a tooth brush and toothpaste. I looked over to the door and saw my mother looking at me through the window in the middle, then quickly ducked back away from it. She looked so sad.

As I walked to the library, a well dressed woman grabbed my hand and pulled me into an alley way. She didn't say anything but she did put $50 in my hands and casually walked away. I have no clue who she was or why she did it, but I'm thankful. I didn't even get a chance to thank her. :(

I felt the need to cut my hair. It's no longer down to the small of my back but rests on my shoulders. Don't know why, though. Maybe at the time I thought even the littlest thing I could do to make the demon not recognize me would help, but I was wrong.

Well, as I type this, it's 1:00. I'm leaving now. I don't know when I'll be able to write again. Please be patient.

Halloween

I'm out. Free. I awoke to the door of my prison wide open and I took a chance. I ran.

Somehow I made it through that maze of a building without getting caught. It was almost like none of the cloaked men or the demon were around, but I know that's not true because I felt someone watch me every moment I spent running around the building.

When I found the exit and ran through it and I was back in the alley I had been snatched away from. It was sunny out. A bit cold but that didn't stop people from walking around from shop to shop with their loved ones. Behind me were the sleeping hobos who were there the night I vanished.

I looked down the street and saw the apartments my parents live in and I ran. Although I wasn't gone for years and years, I missed my mom and dad so much. It felt like it had been forever since I saw them. I ran up the stairs behind the building and knocked violently. My mother answered. He eyes got wide when she saw me and I thought she was going to hug me and ask where I had been, but the words out of her mouth were, "Can I help you?"

At first I was confused. The woman I was looking at was my mother. I'd know her anywhere.

"Mom, it's me, Alexa." I said.

She looked away, sort of with a guilty and sad look on her face and said, "I don't know anyone by that name."

"But I'm your daughter!" I cried.

He eyes drifted behind me, to the corner of a shop behind the apartment. I looked where she was looking and saw him. The demon had followed me.

She looked back at me, her eyes begging for forgiveness, and said, "I don't have any children. Now please leave me alone." And she shut the door on me.

Then I walked to the place where dad works. He's the co-owner of a little souvenir shop on the main road leading into town. Like mom, he claimed not to know me. Even his business partner, a man I grew up calling Uncle Drew didn't know me. When I left the shop, I saw the demon looking down on me from a window across the street.

I know I didn't push hard enough. They are my parents and I should have asked questions. But I think it's useless. They know about the demon, about this "Slenderman" and I think he has them frightened.

Two nights ago I stayed at my churches homeless shelter. Not even the people there remember me. Or at least claim not to. I think they know of the demon, too. While I slept I had a dream, probably projected by the demon and it explains everything.

In the dream I saw all the children before they were taken away. They were abused or lived with drug addicted parents. Every one of them came from broken homes. Krissy's father had raped her, Tyrone and Tyree were abandoned as babies and lived in many abusive foster homes, Annabelle was nearly beaten to death by her stepfather.

Then I saw the demon going up to each and every child. Some of them were scared of him, others were curious and some were willing to go away with him.

Then I saw the families. The fathers who had abused or the parents who had neglected had all mysteriously died. The battered wives who were spared went crazy.

After that I was in front of the red door. I opened it and saw the children. They were playing, happy and free but Annabelle looked up from her dolly and said, "I miss my mumma." And the rest of the children agreed.

And then I woke up and realized there was a reason Krissy and the rest of the children called me mommy. I wasn't captured to add to his "collection", I was captured so I could be a mother figure to those kids. Now it seems selfish for me to just leave those children, but they'll be ok. They have a home with a family that loves and cares for them, even if it is a bit of a twisted home and family. They're happy. Maybe the demon will find another woman who will be willing to take the role as a mother to the kids. Next time he should find someone who has no real life.

Yesterday I saw Anita. She was walking down the street with a man and a woman who didn't really seem to be her parents.

I called out to her. She looked at me and waved and I walked over to her. She leaped into my arms and hugged me tight. The man and woman wondered who I was and before I could explain Anita told them that I was the woman trapped in the room with her.

"You mean that was true?" the woman gasped.

I hesitated but nodded my head yes. The woman explained to me how the cops had found Anita wondering through the woods a few miles away from her friends house. We got to talking about what it was like in the room. I left out the part about the demon, and apparently so did Anita. Never once did the woman mention it. But she did mention one thing.

"We're not Anita's biological parents."

"We're foster parents." the man cut in.

"Shortly after Anita went missing, her mother was killed in an alley behind their apartment. She was a..." but she couldn't finish her sentence, because she looked down at Anita who looked up at her with such big, innocent eyes. "Well, I can't say it in front of her."

But Anita finished the sentence for her. "Mommy was a hooker."

"Yes, that. And I suppose it was a deal gone wrong."

"But it's no big lose" Anita added.

We all sort of gasped in shock of those words.

"Anita, she was your mother." I said.

"I know. But she wasn't a very good mommy."

I looked up at the foster mother with questioning eyes, and she said, "She would often bring work home, if you get my drift. Sometimes the men she serviced hurt Anita. Not to mention the drug use and many times the lack food or clean clothing"

We talked for a little while longer. g Anita's foster family gave me their number and said if I ever need help just ask. I told them I'd go to the police about what had happened, but I don't think I will. It's not like they'd believe me if I told them about the demon and I'll have to formulate a lie about being held hostage by mortal people. I can't do that. I just don't have the strength or will to.

I also don't think I'll see Anita ever again. God knows I love her and that I think of her as a little sister, but now I know she's safe and with a good family and will be for the rest of her life because her foster parents told me they plan on adopting her. And that demon is following me. If there's any chance he could bring even the smallest amount of harm to them on my behalf, I'll just avoid it.

You may be wondering how I'm writing this. Well I had to renew my library card but at least I get free internet. I don't plan on staying in this town very long. I don't know where I'll go or what I'll do, but I can't stay here. I'll get money somehow. I'll making a living.

I have a feeling this will never end. If anything comes up, which I'm sure it will, I'll update again. I don't know when, but I will.

Goodbye for now. And Happy Halloween.

25

How My Day is Starting Off:

It's 3:00 and I'm awake. Something isn't right here.
Go online.
Go on blog.
*Check comments.
Check Twitter
....
Huh?
All it says "sobbing" over and over again.

I can tell you all right now that I didn't write that. I was asleep then and I don't remember hearing anyone coming down here.



*No, entombment136, I talked about there being a tub and toilet. I forgot about the sink tho. However, I don't know if that's important.

24

I'm sure most of you know what a doctor's mas looks like, just thought I'd badly draw it out anyway.

23

I've been watching Tribe Twelve, started around the time I started Marble Hornets, and that story his grandfather told about the demon scares me, but I've never seen him act like this, except in those memories, but I've never seen it first hand.

I don't dare post on paranormal boards. No one believes this outside the few followers. If you all want, you can tell people about this entire shit storm I'm going through but I don't see the point. It's no use.

Like I said on Twitter, I'm not sleeping tonight. Can anyone suggest some goods bands I can listen to on youtube? It takes forever for a video to load but I don't have anything better to do.

22

This morning I was taken to the children. Not by the demon or any of the cloaked men, but by the plague doctor. At first I was very reluctant but he put an arm around my shoulders and said to me "Those children miss you very much. It would be extremely selfish if you didn't visit them once in a while."

So I went with him. We talked on the slow walk to the read door. He's intelligent and sort of grandfatherly. I noticed his raspy voice has a slight British accent. I like listening to him talk. I wish I saw more of him than anyone else in this hell, even if that mask creeps me out.

When we got to the door he told me he'd be back in a few hours to walk me back to my room. When I opened the door, the children all rushed over and hugged me. I told stories and play some games with them, like last time, and around what must have been 5:00 they started getting tired, so I saw this as an opportunity to take fredarvizu's advise.


First I asked Krissy. She says she's 4 but I asked her what year she was born and she thought for a moment then said 1920.

Then I asked Annabell. She told me, in her very formal tone, 1895. She claims to be 10.

Johnny and Edgar are 12 and 14 year old brothers 1976 and 1978 who were named after musicians from a time long before me. (I've never actually heard of them) They said they don't remember how they know that because they don't know who those musicians are either.

Tyree and Tyrone claim to be 15, but they say they were born the same year as me.

Those are a few anyway. I had them all tell me when they were born but I can't remember them all now. They're all stuck in time.

Again before I left, they called me mommy and I tried my hardest not to cry, at least not around them and I succeeded. I cried outside the door and the doctor tried to comfort me.

I've got to stop this crying thing.

21

Around 2 this morning I woke up to someone messing with the computer, but I was so tired that I ignored it and fell back asleep. And around 9 I woke up again and went online and found that the blog had been deleted. But I guess the demon and his buddies aren't so smart because I retrieved it.

When someone brought me breakfast, I was surprised it was the young cloaked man. I haven't seen him since I kicked him down south. He didn't seem angry either. But I was so I told him to tell his buddies or the demon whoever it was to never touch the computer and to leave my blog alone. At first he seemed worried but I said to him, "No one really believes me anyway. It's all just a joke to the outside world. They think I'm playing part of a game. You don't have to worry about anyone interfering in the demon's affairs."

Then he kind of back away and left. I'm pissed off. They gave me this computer for something so they should at least have the decency to leave my only form of contact to the outside world alone.

Quick Update

Hello.

Just to let you all know, I tried Someone's (FhtagnDazs' or whatever the hell name you're going by) suggestion of online chat rooms, but this computer sucks and they don't work...

However I have made a Twitter. God, I hate Twitter, but it works and that's all that matters.

I'll try to reply to anyone who tweets to me, but I make no promises.
https://twitter.com/#!/InALockedRoom

20

When the demon realized I was watching EverymanHybrid's videos, he seemed to get very angry. He kind of gestured for me to stop looking and paced around my prison for a bit before leaving. Up until now I thought the videos were just made to add to the Slenderman myth and were %100 fake, but now I'm worried for them.

Guys, if you're reading this, I want to know why he's targeting you. You all seem so sweet and like generally good guys. Why does he target the way he does? Have any of you dabbled in the occult?

Also, Someone, I tried messenger programs including Skype. This computer is pretty old and slow. They just don't work well on it. I tried with a couple people. I'm sorry. :(

19

I've been sick for a couple days with a fever of about 103. The plague doctor keeps checking up on me. He says I'm making myself sick. Don't know how.

I haven't seen the children since the day I broke down. I do love them but I don't want to be near them. I just hope I didn't upset them too much.

18

Krissy is the youngest child here. She's 4 years old and has that cute bob cut from the 1920's and clothes to match. This morning when I visited them, she ran up to me, shouted "Mommy's home!" and hugged me. The rest of the children did the same. I'm their mother, or at least they seem to think so.

You know what else I forgot besides this blog? My own mother. I forgot I even had a mother, but after Krissy called me mommy, my own mother's face came rushing back into memory.

Every time one of the children called me mommy or mama or mum, my heart broke a little bit more until I finally broke down. I feel bad because the sight of me crying made the children cry. It was a horrible sound, worse than the sobbing.

The demon must have heard all the crying or smelled the tears, because he rushed through the red door and pulled me out of the room. I sat in front of the closed red door and realized I couldn't hear the crying of the children on the other side.

He wiped my tears and I think went in for a little hug, but I puled back. I can't stand him touching me.

When I finally stopped crying I yelled at him, "Why did you take me? Why did you take these children from their mothers?"

He sort of cocked his head to one side like he didn't understand what I was saying.

"Don't play stupid with me, I know you know every word I'm saying. You're not stupid. I can tell."

He stayed silent. Guess he had to. He has no mouth. No eyes either yet I swore I was staring into a pair of deep, emotional eyes.

He picked me up off the ground and set me up on my feet. He held his hand out for me to take it but I gave him the death stare and he pulled back. I followed him back to my little windowless prison. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm glad to be back in that old bed with the bloodstained quilt.

17

I'll admit that I almost forgot about this blog. Every morning for the past few days, the demon has been taking me to the children. They're all so well behaved, it's not normal.

I sit with them and tell them stories. Sometimes play games. Sometimes the littlest ones fall asleep in my arms and it's one of the sweetest things I've ever seen.

There's an entire group of little girls with the name Jane and little boys with the name John. Not surprising seeing as how common the names are. But it makes it easier for me to remember the names of all the other children. There's Bridget, Addie, Jacob, Krissy, Thomas, Tyree and Tyrone the twins, Annabelle, Lee, Hans, Martha, Edgar, Walt, Pedro, Clara, Johnny, David, Marinus, Helen, Phoebe, Marie, Nicholas and William.

I've come to love them all like my own children.

16

A few days ago I finally looked at the comments and a person commented telling me to look up a monster called Slenderman. I did. There were pictures, and even if they were photoshopped, they were exactly what the demon looks like.

Since then I've been reading very article on ever website I can find about him. I've even watched various videos about him. Marble Hornets, Tribe 12 and EverymanHybrid. Every place I look acts like it's a game. That he's fake, make up.

But he's not.

The demon that matches perfectly to the Slenderman. Tall, long arms and legs, I've seen him sprout extra limbs (although I haven't seen any tentacles or spider like legs sprout from his back), no face and the suit.

In all this stuff about him online, I refuse to believe that there's no one out there who knows he's real. There has to be at least one other person.

And Garcian, you're right. Please pray for me. I've been praying but I feel like God isn't listening...

15

This is just a theory, but it makes sense... To me.

Those children were stolen by the demon, just like Anita was. They were brought here. The doctor examined them just like he did with Anita. But unlike Anita, all these children are perfectly healthy. They're not kept in horrid conditions, but rather a happy environment. For what, I'm not sure. Maybe they're sacrificed to the demon by the cloaked men. Or kept as pets.

Because Anita wasn't perfectly healthy, they, and God I hope this is what they did, they sent her back with her family.

And then I come into play. How? I haven't figured that one out yet. I'm not one of them. I'm much too old. I'm legally an adult.

I guess I have no choice but to sit and wait.

14

The demon woke me up this morning with a light nudge. I looked up at him and he made a motion for me to follow him. No force, no cloaked men. Just a gesture to follow him. And I didn't want force or cloaked men, so I did.

He led me up the stairs, ducking as he went through the doorway, down a hall and through several doors until we came to a large red door. It stuck out in this building where everything is gray. He pushed it open and sort of softly pushed me through. It was outside, or looked like it. Night time but light enough to see far off into the distance. The air was cool, but warm enough to wear short sleeves. I looked behind me and the building was gone, only the red door and the demon remained.

In front of me was a playground, an old one. You know, the ones with old metal slides rather than that safety plastic stuff playgrounds are made of today. Even those creepy metal sculptures that kids play one that look like cartoon bugs or other weird things.

And kids. So many kids. I guess the youngest was about 4 or 5 and the youngest maybe 15. They were all so happy playing together. None of them bickered or fought. They shared toys and took turns on the large metal slide. Not like regular children. Not like the children I grew up with at school who would push others off the swings or send someone flying in order to get a hold of an action figure.

A weird little detail I noticed was their clothing. It ranged from various periods in time. One little girl had a Victorian dress and hat, a little boy who ran past me looked like a little depression-era paperboy. Then there were kids in modern Fubu shirts and bands shirts.

The demon knocked on the door and all the children looked up. At first they looked at me with confusion, then cautiousness, then they smiled. Some of them ran up and hugged me.

Then the demon knocked again and the children went back to what they were doing and to took me back to this room.

I don't know what that was all about. Although the children were happy, it was eerie. I refuse to believe they were born here, or lived here their entire life. Although they showed no signs of homesickness.

I've got to think this over.

13

Sobbing.

Dear God, that's the only sound I can hear. I heard it when I was 15. I was a candy striper at the hospital. I was walking back to Mr. Johnson's bed after cleaning his bedpan. Halfway across the room, he opens his eyes, looks at me with terror, opens his mouth wide, breaths in loudly accompanied by a loud death rattle and then just dies. I stayed with his body until it was taken to the morgue even when his family made up of children, grandchildren and some great grandchildren filled the room. They mourned and prayed over his body.

It was a small room filled with at least 25 sad people softly, quietly sobbing. I've heard many heartbreaking and frightening things from the time I was a candy striper to when I was doing missionary work in third world countries, and nothing, not even the screams of that village woman I witnessed being murdered when I was just 16 will ever haunt me as badly as the sobbing will.

God, give me strength, for that demon bastard is getting into my head and using my memories against me. This is punishment for trying to escape. This room is filled with the invisible spirits of the damned and they're sobbing just like Mr. Johnson's family. So many of them. They're sobbing so softly but it's loud enough so I can't even hear the tapping noise of the keys as I type.

Please make it stop.

12

Escape was so close. So damn close.

On the last entry, I said that might be the last post I ever make. That's because last night I tried to escape. I couldn't take it anymore. I figured, if I make it, I'd post one last thing when I'm out in the free world to let everyone know I'm alive and free. If I was killed for trying to escape, well, it would be rude to leave you all hanging.

Well, I didn't make it, and they haven't killed me... Yet.

When the younger man came to give me my lunch, I played nice. I met him at the stairs and said, "I'm so sorry. It's this room. I'm getting cabin fever. I'm going insane. Will you forgive me?" I held my arms out for a hug and and accepted the hug and for all I know, the apology.

That was the trap.

I kicked him where it hurts, sent him falling to the ground and ran up the stairs. They almost always leave the door open when they bring me my food, so I bolted out.

But God, this place is a maze. I think it was some sort of factory at one point. It has that feeling to it. But there are so many walls. So many doors leading to nothing. A few of the cloaked men caught up with me, along with that plague doctor. The cloaked men held me while the doctor injected something into my arm.

Right before I passed out, the doctor said, "My dear, you are in a lot of trouble. He won't like this."

Then I woke up in this room. This prison.

God, I feel so weird. Not scared, but I have this horrible feeling something bad is going to happen.

11

That younger cloaked man came in and brought me my breakfast. I sat in the corner and didn't look at him, but he was waiting for me to look up and say good morning like every other morning.

When he wouldn't leave, I looked up and asked where Anita was. He held a finger to his lips.

"Tell me where she is!" I cried.

And again he held the finger to his lips.

Then I got up and tackled him. I pinned him to the ground, nearly choked him to death I think, and I yelled "Where is she? What did you bastards do to her?"

Then that demon showed up out of nowhere. He pulled me off of the young man and held me up in the air above him, as though he was getting a better look at me, closer to the ceiling light. He doesn't have eyes but damn it, I swore he was staring into my soul.

I'm going to be honest. This might be the last post I ever make.

10

She's gone. They took Anita from me. Normally I wake up around 9 and she's there. But something wasn't right and I woke up. Something wasn't right and that something was her not clinging to me for dear life.

God, please let her be safe.

9

The first cloaked man I met entered the room this morning with another man, one I don't think I've had the pleasure of staring me down. He wore one of those plague doctors masks on his face, a top hat on his head and Victorian looking clothing. He carried an antique leather bag that was filled with doctor's instruments.

He took me by the arm and sat me on the bed. Just like a real doctor, he went through a full physical. He even cracked a few jokes, one about a cannibal and the other a blond joke. None of which were funny, especially not in his raspy, haunting voice. Then he preformed a physical on Anita. When he was done he shook his head at the cloaked man and they both left.

Later on I asked Anita if there was anything she thought he might find wrong with her. She said to me, "The doctor told my mommy I have arithma."

At first I thought she meant asthma and asked her if that was what she meant. She said no and I thought some more. Then it hit me. "Do you mean arrhythmia?" And she confirmed this.

"Sometimes I get weird flutters in my heart. They don't bother me, they just feel weird, but they worry mommy."

That must have been what the doctor shook his head over. At the moment he held the stethoscope up to her heart, the heart must have beat in an odd fashion.

But I'm still trying to figure out why there was a physical. I highly doubt that demon or the cloaked men care for our well being.

I don't like this.

8

Other than the computer, there's not much to do here. I contacted some online friends and asked if they remembered me. The ones who didn't know my real name or what I look like do, but the ones who know me as a real person and not just a random entity online can't remember me. I'm not surprised.

Anita has a doll with her. It's a handmade doll made by her grandmother. It's limp and faded and rather creepy. While she plays with the doll's hair, I find myself messing with hers. She's got pretty black hair put in dreadlocks. Sometimes I put it up with ribbons she had when she was brought here.

She still doesn't say much but she's taken to me like a little sister. Not hard to imagine since it's only us in this room. At night she clings to me. If I accidentally let go of her, she starts to cry. It's because of the nightmares. They have to do with what that demon showed her.

I've got to find a way out of here. Not just for me but for the sake of Anita. I don't know how much of this her little heart can take.

7

I got her to talk.

Her name is Anita. She's 7 years old, from Watertown, Wisconsin.

She was at her friends house when they decided to go for a walk out in the woods behind the friends house. Half way in they started to feel weird. Scared. They took off running toward the house but got lost. She says a tall, scary man grabbed her and all of a sudden she was here.

She said, while she was in his arms, she saw things. The same things the demon showed me.

What kind of sick monster is this? Children are the very meaning of innocence. Only the ungodly messenger of Satan would put such a sweet girl through such a thing. I know that no person is born without sin, but no sin a child could commit is worth this punishment.

I'm sorry, Lord, but I no longer believe this is a test. If this is not punishment, then I have to wonder why you would allow Anita and I to be taken hostage by such a beast. Are you even listening? Do you care?

6

They captured a little girl. She's in here with me now. I can't get her to talk. I can hardly get her to look at me. God, what did they do to her?

5

I haven't been on in a few days. Really, I haven't had the strength to get off the bed and over to the computer. I don't know if it's the food or my body's reaction to whatever all this is.

Sometimes that tall demon shows up out of nowhere and watches me. He scares me so much. I tried reciting the 23 Psalm, hoping maybe it would scare him off, but he just sort of cocked his head as if wondering what those funny words were I was saying. If I had a large enough cross, I think I'd shove it down his throat, granted I found a way to it. If I had my Bible I'd whack him across the head with it and run. Maybe I'd escape.

Probably not.

4

Dear Lord,

I've been a faithful servant of yours since I was five years old and had my sins washed away in the Shenandoah River. I've gone to church every Sunday since except those few months I was in the hospital with a shattered leg or when I had very contagious illnesses. When I was 16 I went to 3rd world countries to help the less fortunate and preach your word.

Now, as a faithful servant, I'm on my knees begging to know why I'd be subject to such a prison. Why I've been taken hostage by a demon and his follower. Is this a punishment? Did I sin so badly that I should be subject to mental torture? Or is this a test of faith?

My Lord, I choose to believe you're testing me, and I except this test. I will not loose faith in you. No matter what the demon and his followers do.

3

Fear comes in the form of a sharp dressed monster. When I awoke this morning, it was standing over me, looking down. Like the younger cloaked man, he seemed curious, even thought there was no face to be seen.

He (I take it this monster is male. It wears a suit similar to the one the mortician who came around the hospital to pick up bodies from the morgue) is about 8 feet tall, although sometimes he seems taller, it's arms and legs are long and thin like his body. His skin is as white as that of the cloaked men.

I looked up at him from my pillow. I wanted to scream but for some reason I couldn't. Then he picked me up from the bed (He's so strong for such a skinny and frail looking creature) and sprouted another arm. He put this extra hand on my forehead and did something. Something I wish I could forget.

He planted memories into my head. Memories from all kinds of people. Some were children, some were teens, some were full grown adults. All the memories were alike. The person was afraid. Paranoid. They saw this demon no one else could and it drove them insane. The memories ended in different ways. Some people committed suicide, others went into hiding and others went missing. The demon took them.

I screamed and the demon put me down and left. Why did he want me to see this? What plans do these people have for me? And where are the people this demon made go missing? Did the end up like me?

What's going to happen to me?

2

Another hooded man brought me dinner last night. I couldn't tell you what it was. It looked like green oatmeal and smelled like rotting food. Somehow it didn't taste as bad. Sort of like apples.

After I ate half of what was given, I went back on the computer. I emailed Maya and asked her if anyone was wondering where I was. I got a reply from her about a half an out later asking who I was.

I told her, "It's me, Alexa."

She said, "You got the wrong email address. I don't know no one named Alexa."

I replied with, "This is Maya Thompson, isn't it"

And she said, "I don't know who you are but you don't go around emailing people random, stupid shit like that. How did you get my email? Because I don't have any of my profiles set to where strangers can see it. This some kind of prank?"

I didn't even reply to that. I just sat on the bed and cried. Am I going mad? Has the world gone mad? Have I slipped into an alternate universe? My parents don't know me and not even my best friends knows me.

I cried myself to sleep on top of the quilt and woke up under it. I suppose one of the cloaked men covered me up. Around 8 a different cloaked man brought me something to eat. It was the same as what was brought for dinner. Along with the food he had books. They are bound in leather and have German writing on the spine. Most of them have locks on them except one. It's empty, like an unused journal. I tried to pick the locks on the others but it was no use.

By lunch time I was served another helping of green, rancid apple mush. This time it was brought to me by a younger man in a cloak. Unlike the others, he skin was smooth, but like the others he was snow white and had no eyes. He sat and watched me eat what little I could. He didn't give off the angry or dark vibes the others did. He seemed more curious. Maybe that's because he's younger than the others.

I looked up at him and asked where I am.

He put a bony finger up to his lips and shook his head.

"What?' I asked, "Does that mean you can't talk or that I shouldn't."

Then he leaned forward and covered my mouth. Like the others, he didn't have to speak for me to hear him. "Don't talk. The others are annoyed with the noise."

We sat looking at each other for an hour. He has this dreamy look on his face. With my luck he'll fall in love with me. I don't plan on letting Stockholm Syndrom set in at any time soon, so he can throw any ideas he has out the nonexistent window of this hellhole.

Now it's almost 4. I've been surfing the web looking up cultists who lock up young women in small rooms, but nothing came up, obviously.

I still have yet to figure this all out. I probably never will.